ok. so i have been on the internet for 5 min. and already i am thinking to myself. i usually get on the computer to keep my mind off of things, but today has been an unusual day.

its easter, and i woke up this morning, gave my daughter her easter basket, got dressed and went to my moms. my partner says that she is going to go see her niece and nephew, but when i got home i was only to find that she skipped out on me just to go to john waynes and get trashed. she quit drinking about a month ago. you see how well that turned out. i cant handle this. she called me, while bulligerant, to tell me that our commitment ceremony was off. she says she didnt want to be with me and i have ruined her life. i need friends in indy that i can talk to, i am so used up, and i just want to curl up in a ball and go to sleep forever. i need some advice ladies. im in a screwed up relationship. WHY??????????????????????

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